Jul 25, 2005
~wake up from nightmares~
~make sure it doesn't recurrs~
~the bleeding will stop~
~one day it will~
~meanwhile bear with the pain though it's easier said than done~
~Hang In there~
~Adios~
Posted at 10:30 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
Jul 21, 2005
I'm tired of fighting, especially when I can no longer find a reason to fight.
It's as if I'm a born warrior, yet crippled emotionally.
I've never thought that I would have to go thru this long nightmare,
pure insanity.
They have killed me. If only they could see, this is the heart bleeding in front of them.
Posted at 08:26 pm by niah
Jul 20, 2005
~i have never give this blog up~
~it's just that i've neglected it for sometime~
~the air here is stagnant~
~but there's this scent which was never gone~
~never will be~
~everytime i come in i will walk around this place~
*Deep Breathe*
~everything still intact~
~nothing is remove~
~no chances at all~
~i come in here daily~
~always hoping to see something~
~but i've never been suprised~
~still feel a sense of belonging here~?~
~well i do~
~i really do~
*life is like majong,you complete rounds after rounds*
*never know when to stop*
*You will keep winning or keep losing*
*but You just don't mind shuffle the tiles over and over again*
*Me?I'm a fighter*
*win or lose i will keep fighting*
~Adios~
Posted at 11:34 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
Jul 18, 2005
I never thought I'll hear anything here.
I thought it would be just a deserted place left with forgotten memories.
For some reasons, I'm here tonight to breathe this stagnant air.
Coming here is equivalent to going to an old and deserted house.
Somewhere which used to filled with laughter and tears
has today became dry and empty.
-----------
how's ur second interview?
have a new crussh......?
Posted at 09:35 pm by niah
~wishful thinking~i'm naive~
~haha what wishful thinking man~
~fat hope~it will never happen~
~i'm naive~
~just don't like to face cruel facts~
~lack of courage~
~soul-less living dead~
~i walk this earth~
Posted at 03:20 am by Vespa_Piaggio
Jul 11, 2005
~haha i'm here to clear some cob-webs~
~oh one thick layer of dust~
~yucks~
~does anyone bother about this place~?~
~LOLX~
~what am i talking about~
*Bish*
Posted at 10:06 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
May 31, 2005
~maybe someday when we chill out I'll tell You the whole thing~?~
~anyway the thing hasn't affected me lots~
~the feeling of being sober~?~
~hmmmm~
~Maybe u want to try drink a hell lots and still can be so conscious of what is going on around You~?~
~Esp when You witness things that You don't want to see~?~
~but after that You don't feel a thing of what had taken place~?~
~feel to know more~?~
*call hotline number 81482321
~hahahahahahahaha~
Posted at 09:40 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
you never saw that coming, "that" referring to what?
And you said u dun feel a thing about it, why is that so?
Care to share?
What is it like to be sober?
honestly i don't know.
Posted at 09:03 am by niah
May 30, 2005
~sometimes certain thing take place so quickly that You cannot believe Your eyes~
~but You have to accept the fact~
~hmmm i never saw that coming~
~but well i don't feel anything somehow~
~or do i~?~
~i'm sober~
~Are You~?~
Posted at 10:03 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
May 29, 2005
~don't think it's meant to be~
~i'm just careless~sorry~
~am searching for it from different outlets~
~hopefully i can find it~
~everything's fine nowadays~
~life's as simple as can be~?~
~Hope everything is fine for You too~
~Take Care~
~Adios~
Posted at 11:03 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
