May 28, 2005
it's okay.
probably it's meant to be lost.
shrugs.
started school? great day ahead.
Posted at 10:27 am by niah
May 24, 2005
~i lost the vespa pendant u bought me~
~sorry about it~
~it somehow came off and i didn't realise it~
Posted at 06:19 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
May 22, 2005
I feel like an engine, just keep running.
You are trying to move on from where......?
Everyone attempts to move on,
but how many really did?
And how on earth do you define that one has moved on?
All of a sudden, I felt that I've just awaken from a nightmare.
It's a tormenting nightmare - filled with fear and hurts.
I screamed "STOP".
Huizi, move on.
Huizi, let go.
Huizi, forget it.
Huizi, what's over is history.
Huizi, stop wallowing in the past.
Huizi, stop being burdened.
Huizi, stop self-pitying.
I start to understand that it is self-demaging to care about something which is beyond your control.
No one is going to appreciate or pity you.
Life is harsh and realistic.
Yes, I've moved on.
I convinced myself.
My engine starts and increases speed.
For once, I feel the momentum in life.
Just keep running......
Start your engine.
Posted at 08:19 pm by niah
May 20, 2005
~sometimes it's never too late to know what had happened and what is happening~
~i realise alot of things happened aroudn me unknowingly~or it's because i'm not updated~
~actually is more of i don't care~or i didn't ask or show concern~
~i happen to find out there are many people who are going through tougher times than me~
~they still move on~why not me~?~
~I should love myself more~
~I will pursue what i want~
~there shall be no boundaries~
Posted at 12:48 am by Vespa_Piaggio
Apr 25, 2005
came here to blog cos i'm angry~?~pissed~?~disappointed~?~mixed feelings~
i have my good and bad times and I have learn to live through them in Life~
I grew up in this humble background and so be it~
I'm content with it~
If I want a better Life I will go out there and search for it~
In order to provide a better Life well I have to own one first~
Without a doubt this world can't live without money~but meantime i don't want to neglect things other than materialistic stuffs~
meanwhile I don't have much to offer by take my words for it~
I won't lie low in Life~
I will fight for what I want~
Ah gong You must really live the longest Life to see me do You Proud~
No one care but I do~
No one feed You and I will~
And You little bastard~You have seen nothing harsh yet~so earning that little money doesn't make u a king of everything~fuck off~
(KINSHIP,CAREER,RELATIONSHIP)
*doctor told me i'm having blogging fever~
Posted at 01:11 am by Vespa_Piaggio
Apr 21, 2005
Congrats~!You have graduated~!~
All the best in everything You do~
Take Care~
Posted at 07:53 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
Mar 4, 2005
~You don't know when it will come for You~
I heard that one SP student got a relapse and now is in the ICU~
Young age of 17 oni and this had to happen to him~
Though i don't know him but somehow it affects me~
I just realise how long i have live to see many things~
Death is one thing i never face before~
But You never know when it will come to You~
People always imagine or assume everything is fine~
But deep down inside how depressed or anything~
They never realise~
All are selfish~
When i'm in trouble~they scold~
I guess thats the only time i sense the presence of them~
FUCK~!~
I can't choose which family i'm born into~
I never say they treat me bad or something~
They gave me almost anything except a simple concern about me emotionally~
All they care is my studies i guess~
Or who i mix with or what i'm doing outside the whole day~
well send a PI and he will take some photos for You~
Well I might not study well~
At least I don't rebel~
Posted at 08:54 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
Feb 19, 2005
Don't ask me the same questions~
Why must people who know the fact want to ask me why and how come i broke up with You~?~
Many a times i just can't answer the questions~
I don't have an answer for it~
And anywy what You guys want to know~?~
And by the way don't put it as if all guys are scums~
We don't go out there toying or hurting anyone's feelings~
I admit there are people like that out there but F&*k~!~
Different people ok~!~
Teach me how to answer those questions~
Adios~
Posted at 01:53 am by Vespa_Piaggio
Feb 14, 2005
It's always an emotional day~
You will either be filled with happiness and Love~
If not You will just feel the emptiness and jealous of the couples around You~
Many envy eyes are set on couples~
Actually if You are in Love~
Everyday can be a Valentine's Day~
Happy Valentine's Day~
Zhu Tian Xia You Qing Ren Zhong Chen Juan Shu~
Posted at 08:53 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
Jan 25, 2005
A friend came to talk to me today~
She say that I'm a living dead~
Never the same again~
Lives on the surface and empty in the inside~
hmmmm i was thinking if what she say was right~
She put across a few points to justify what she said~
but well afterall~it's my Life~
Live it well or not doesn't really matter to You guys~
But rest assured I will live it well~
Maybe I ain't as chirpy~
Maybe I ain't as humorous~
Maybe i'm just not last time anymore~
but Don't Worry~
For there's one thing that will never change~
That's the way that i treat my friends~!~
I'll still be there whenever You guys need me~
I'll stand by Your side when troubles fall upon You~
The care and concern will ever be there~
I might change but friendships will never ever change~
Adios~
Take Care~
Posted at 08:09 pm by Vespa_Piaggio
